We were always meant to say goodbye

School has been useless lately , the main point of attending school is to take back my exam papers and fyi , the marks ain’t pretty .

I was really bummed out about my sucky Physics , cause it sucks so freakingly bad ! one of the lowest in class for paper 2 . Oh gosh , i don’t wanna know my total marks now. Anyway , i wasn’t & never will be a Physics type of person and sadly , it’s my weak subject .

Moving on , school holidays would start in approximately 2 weeks time and i can already foresee how awesome it’s gonna be given the current on-going  plans me and my friends are planning .

We’re planning on going to Pangkor Island for a 3 days 2 nights stay .   I’m one of the organizer , hah ! I’ve been busy finding out  schedules and prices and all those stuff you do when planning a vacation .  I hope this thing doesn’t fail like it always does . so , fingers crossed !

Anyway , The Ugly Truth is an awesome movie ! I had many hysterical laughs ! Seriously  …. i’d give a 10/10 ! Katherine Heighl is such a talented actress .

Gonna watch Gossip girl now !

Saturday blues

I’m having a bad day .. wonder whether it’s related to Halloween or whatever crap .

i’ve never been affected by this before yet it hit me so hard today .

I feel as if the world is against me (signs of depression?) . Perhaps for today only. I won’t let such silly things get to me .

My parents , they don’t trust me enough . They think I don’t know the value of money .  They don’t see me as an independent person , probaly i don’t share with them much or don’t show it to them . So, it’s my fault too .

Secondly , I regret the decisions I make . People say live life with no regrets but i am living with regret regarding certain issues. I feel like a social outcast , shocker . I didn’t know that one could feel like that although you have friends . I went for the carnival and i was stoning the whole time . As is peered around the massive crowd , i could see most of the people were buzzing with life and colour . They were all having a fun time , chatting , laughing . and I ? Stoning alone . I can’t blame other people , except me , i’m the one who chose this . Oh gosh .  I regret stopping CW classes when i was young. I don’t wanna expose everything all out although the tank is overpouring already as i’m pretty sure mom reads my blog . She even follows me on Twitter . 

I suppose everybody can’t always get whatever he or she wants every single damn time , ( including me ) because life is just unfair . Otherwise , life would be too easy and maybe it’ll get dull , but my life is dull right now . It should be filled with colours and not grayness . ( I’m mad . I’m stating out how i feel and i’m comforting myself by giving reasonable/unreasonable reasons for it )

Level of depression has gone down by 50% now . Thank you very much for reading .

bye .

Reformatted Desktop

AHHHHHHHH !  0_0

I have to reinstall everything , as you can see the title above ! my mom reformatted the pc as it was just functioning too slowly so by the time I came home which was pass 9.30pm , all my precious and beloved pictures & files & movies & songs are all vanished !

But , that won’t keep me from expressing how holymolycrapily happy i am ! I had an awesome day with my friends after exams ! I shopped @ CottonOn too ! hah and ate Sushi Zanmai … oh gosh , i can’t count how many times i’ve been there already but no one beat MissG ! She is crazy i tell you ,  she dines there at least once per week ! lol You can see that i don’t normally bold or italic the words and colour them too , see how good my mood is although I’m pretty damn sure my eyes are awfully red and i think i’m watching The Time Traveller’s Wife tomorrow ! Bahahhahahaha Rachel McAdams & Eric Bana (L) Pretty girl and handsome guy = perfect movie ! haha okay . I better get going and get the downloading going !

Oh and and my computer got fixed today too , changed the driver as before that , this stupid pc couldn’t detect any disks that was inserted into it . Here i come SIMS !

jolly !

 

x

I wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy

EXAMS ARE PRACTICALLY OVER !

The leftover subs are  moronic siviks & PJK .

I’m so relieved . I don’t think I would be able to do my paper 3’s without the provided tips everybody got . HAHA !

Imagine SPM  . Oh and i was looking through the SPM schedule just now and holy crap ! There were so many agriculture / cooking related tests . Can you believe they had ‘ pedandan rambut ‘ test in there . What the shit man .  Oh and Bahasa Arab Tertinggi ?  What ? What’s that suppose to imply ? Gosh .

ANYWAY , i can finally sleep and not study everyday like i’ve been doing for the past month . -,-

SHOPPING . EAT . SLEEP . PLAY .

Here I Come !

 

xxxxx

500 days of summer is boring .

Another Friday spent waking up late

I think I’ve been doing that for 3 whole weeks now ! Thanks to the many instant holidays we Form 4’s  get. What’s today’s reason ?  Chinese paper today , so i’m not involved in it as i’ve already dropped my banana-ish Mandarin . Blahh .  But sadly , i was awoken by the loud banging and drilling noise next door cause you see , the vacant house that has been left there untouched for 3 years has finally started doing renovations .  OH gosh , what my mum said was rightt , i wouldn’t be able to get nuff sleep as she was nagging me to go to bed early last night but i was still engrossed in learning Photoshopping stuff  ;D   I downloaded different types of brushes , all for the use of digital makeup . I experimented with it and slept at 1 am .  Haha , despite having a bad add maths paper , i still had the mood for that .

anyway , one more week !